Mindsetpassion

She’s ready to shine, even when her mind tries to pull her aside.

Aside in order to block her vision, blessings – stop stressing and make a way for the queen to arrive. She leaves all her fears, doubts, comforts and bad habits because she knows the success is on the other side. But more important her trust is in her faith. It gives power, love, strength and so much more – my source, which not leaves me mentally poor. And if I’m reaching the point of doubting again I am looking above because I know who is always within me.

But that’s not always that easy – let us be real. Everyday we are confronted by the stones of the day: challenges, responsibilities and duties. This can cost us mental stress, a burnout or just a way to get out of this everyday chaos. Right now I am at the point of life where I realise what I don’t want to be: I don’t want to be the people pleaser, I don’t want to settle for anyone but God and myself, I don’t want to live by the expectations of others, I won’t let my fears win, I will not give up and will not let my insecurities destroy my dreams – let the journey begin! Let’s seek who God created us to be and how we can fill this world with flowers of love, happiness and the Word of God.

Lost. My tears are cuddling my face. Everyday I see them craving for my eyes. And this is where the story begins. Sadness – not knowing who I am and which way is the right one. Searching for love, happiness and everything else which fills my void of emptiness. There he is, my prince, which fills my heart with something that makes me alive. But how come I still feel lost beside his love surrounding me. Stretching for his words, craving for his touch – is this lust really that thing, which is called love? Holding him tight, hoping that his arms will cover and protect my pain inside. Without him? This place is a lonely shelter, where I can’t survive. I need him, every ounce of his being – and me? I am somewhere inbetween I guess and my worth is somewhere in this mess, please don’t stress –my mind say’s.

Loving him and being accepted for your beauty is the only way. Because that’s how it is: They call me beautiful, cute and friendly, so that’s who I am, I guess? Time flyies and I realise it’s still this void which I feel inside. How do I erase it? Everyday this same ish: Putting Make-Up on my face, wearing the cutest clothes just to fit in this world of attention, comprehension/comparison is the new way to communicate – when does this end?